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Berlin - Take my breath away HQ

Played innocence

Fierce inclinations heavily upon
shoulders, knowing truths and
leaving them behind are hard
to come by.

The willing to admit self wrongs
still find some denying their own!
Inclined to preserve no guilt for
shattered pieces left behind, all
consequences bared only one to
find.

Playing innocent when choices
were made, not alone though
when two played. Dealings of
the heart never calms just because
they were told to stop. Dreams
still find lasting effects when in
the mornings all is reflected.

What is right for one shall always
be right for two. Careless intentions
leaves all bound to unforgivable
pain and suffering.

One cannot for so long play
with the feelings of another,
believing they are not in the
mix of blaming thunder. All
is left behind when in their
minds they are left to wonder.

Walking away is easier said
than done, all is released before
life goes on! No intention for
lives going to hell, some need
release where all dwell-ed
purposefully by another.

New beginnings has too put
all to rest, for life is nothing
more than games and tests!
Some will win, some will
lose, all will learn from their
endearing muse!

For all of you kindle lovers :)

Five Year Old Death is now out on kindle created by the company Blue Harvest Creative. I am so excited about this E-BOOK because it is as beautiful as the paperback book version and I had no idea until now that an E-BOOK could look so much like the paperback books. This was not the easiest book to write but it has been the most rewarding one that I have written. No matter what life gives you there is hope to find a peace within yourself even at the lowest times of your life. I have found that life is not all that I hoped it to be but it is all that God intended it to be and he believes that  I can make it better so I will do all that I can to make that so. As a victim of child abuse I allowed myself to walk many roads that I may not have walked if I had not come from the background that I came from but I have lived and learned through it all and I am more understanding of what life has to offer even if it is not lived to the fullest of our expectations. Five Year Old Death is a book that proves no matter what life does go on and can be lived to the fullest if you allow it to. Child and spousal abuse does not hold you back, you hold yourself back. These are not reasons to make your loved ones suffer when you profess you cannot love to the fullest, that is all BS so do not allow anyone to make you believe that their past is reason for their behavior in the here and now. It is all for pity trips, you control you! You are deserving of a brighter future no matter what the past has held, you are beautiful and can reach the stars in your own way. Please check out the E-BOOK and tell me what you think! Thank you to all of my followers and always remember "If you have the strength to stay, you have the power to leave"! 

E-BOOK LINK

http://www.amazon.com/Five-Year-Old-Death-ebook/dp/B00DOP8JRY/ref=tmm_kin_title_0?ie=UTF8&qid=1372348001&sr=1-6

Life is not about WHAT you have but WHO you have to share it with

Love, hate war

I hate you for the coward
that you have become, bending
at the will of what will never
be understood!

I hate you for relying on
materials to make you happy
when you still profess you
feel empty. A smile may reach
your lips, but never felt where
it really means anything!

I hate you for the promises that
were so easily broken, was there
any truth upon your lips when
spoken? I hate when you say you
must do what has to be done, yet
achieving it still leaves you cold
and numb!

I hate that you wish for so much
more, but yet powerless where
strength use to stand so firm! I
hate myself for still crying at love
songs so long ago lost. I hate that
I allowed you to step back into my
life when things finally started
looking up!

I hate the emptiness that finds my
body still and cold. I hate that you
stay where love has never been felt
as a complete whole!

I despise the way that so many times
I have stood still, the way that when
I start living you find fault if not with
you I am consumed!

I hate that my heart still breaks when
your eyes is all that I seek. I hate that
I love the way that I feel, when in my
dreams your words are always real!