I find that life has not really been mine. I know that I cannot be the only one who feels out of place in their lives! Do you know that feeling when you have so many plans but none of them come to pass? You are so worried about the person beside you or the ones who you know will be ringing your phone at their slightest inconvenience. Every day you tell yourself that you are going to do this or that, but you are so mentally drained that you can only sit in what you hope could be silence. The walls are deafening but yet that is what you seek! The darker, the better because that is where your mind resides!
We find ourselves at the realm of nonsense that we can only control in the bleakness of giving up. Let's not do what our hearts desire when it is not that of another's mindset. The struggle is real when you know what can be accomplished if you could only live in the life that you want, need and crave. We want what we cannot have because in order to have what we want we would have to fight a battle that we may not win. It is all part of that fear that we see clinging to the darkness on the foggiest of nights.
Sometimes we learn who we are later in life and the knowledge of what we want is harder to achieve. Do we give up or do we just keep pushing? No one wants to fail at life but maybe life has failed us! Maybe, just maybe.. there is so much more out there that we do not even know is headed our way. They say that life is what we make it but that is not entirely true is it? Not everyone has been able to fight themselves out of the reality of what was given to them to work with. However, if we give up there is no other option to except but failure.
~A NEW BEGINNING IS BETTER THAN AN OLD ENDING~
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