When you hold hate in your heart for others you can really never love anyone completely! Does that mean you will forget the pain that was placed upon you? Never! But it does mean that you are strong enough to let go. In the end it is only a weakness that allows you to hate another human being, a hate for who they are and what they represent. When you hate another human you are only proving that you are as low as they are. Also lets face it, no one and I mean no one knows where another person has come from! They may have had trials that we do not know about or could ever understand. We HAVE to have the strength to let go of the hate that we feel or we will only fall into a tunnel of disparity. Nothing is worth our lives in such of a negative way, moving on is the only answer to freedom!

OUTFISH ME HUH? LOL

I am not sure how my sexy ass hunni cheated but he caught more fish than me so I know he did somehow. That is alright he can be the troutman and I will be the catfisherwoman :P.

The moral of the story is this, I get a new trout pole LOL 

Intentional Strength

I solemnly swear to back up made intentions,
to linger in the shadows for only as long as it takes.
I am searching
I am watching
if just cause is seen
I can do it all
I can do anything!

I found myself a long time ago!
Do this,
can't do that,
is not in my vocabulary now.
For I have walked in the dark
many nights ago I lived there fruitfully
biding my time
reading the answers that no one else saw but me.

The fertility of my life
started many years after birth.
The windows opened just so slightly,
crawling out on my knees
I stood strong in all of my grief.
I rested building my strength,
turning the lights out
in the dark everything is easier to see.

My mind has played tricks,
Dictating my future,
from a past that I refuse to let rule me
any longer!
I spat words of anger,
in remembrance of my yesterdays.
I do not take lightly,
being told my mind is baffled.
I have done everything that I was told I could never do!
I have proven all wrong,
when they sat back and slighted me endlessly!

My only failures were the ones in which I never tried,
all can be overcome when you believe in yourself
no matter the trials that are set forth.
Dreams do come true,
if they are meant to be.
Some may be illusions,
but only you can determine that in your own time.

conquer
devour
swallow the fear that holds you back,
for nothing is won in backward steps!

Savor
relish
all of the battles that are fought,
for all are won in this game we call life.

Find the victory that lays just beneath the surface!
Find the heart that you were given!
Use it on yourself just this once,
for sometimes it is in our own minds that all is lost!

The mind of the heart

Misunderstandings controls the heart,

in a second all is lost.

Nothing matters when the dark side finds fruit,

for all the good has no bearings like it should.

All sours when words are not shared,

like a bomb has been set off by the ticking of a time clock.

In anger the best things of your life are lost,

effortlessly all is compromised and one sided! 

Life finds us giving more,

wondering how some stand strong

while others give in so easily.

Tears upon the heart grieves for what once was

and may never be again.

The taste of salt leads to nothing but ailment,

the shaking of your hands can be felt through your soul.

Careless misfortunes should not end the beauty,

of the flower that thrived in the sun for so long.

Storms will always be a part of life,

for we all have battles that tear us apart within.

We must find time to dance in the rain,

allowing it to wash away all the restlessness that is felt.

When the heart matters,

nothing else will.

When you have the strength to fight the war,

the gain is more than words could ever describe.

Nothing is easy and no one ever said it would be,

for life throws us punches when least expected. 

The moral of the story is,

where love resides nothing else matters.

Unless the mind believes the heart can be so easily spared,

where once stood the beauty in tomorrows mirror,,,

The fear of the unknown is the only thing that holds us back from complete happiness. Nothing that really matters is an easy task, but with love anything is possible,,,,

Keep shining because you are the brightest star in your own universe! Never let the light dim within your soul for it will only shadow the beauty that can be seen within the sparkle of your speaking eyes!

With just one touch of your hand to my cheek I can feel the love in which you have beautifully given to me freely. Your eyes can speak volumes of endearing words to my heart that only we can hear and understand. I have found myself un-hidden within the folds of your arms that protect me from others and sometimes even myself. You have granted me a love that I had never known, for that I am forever yours alone!