Leader of the Pack

Tell me why we walk this road

what can we do to stop the misunderstandings 

that leave us frail with a need?

What should we do?

Where should we turn?

We play into our friends words

like we are to stupid to think for ourselves.

We spew hate without knowledge 

We believe the fairy tales that we are fed.

Like a pack of dogs begging for more treats

we lie when we know what we ignore to see.

We stand still when we should start the march

against those that keep us in the dark at arms length.

Tell me what we should do!

What should we believe when even our media

paints us their little fools.

False advertising has become the norm

roaming videos of half truths is easier to believe

when we are to lazy to look for the truth.

Lets start this uproar

lets throw down our common sense

lets show the world the real issue at hand

we are just a nation that has gone to hell.

We cannot stand on our own two feet,

when we are treading behind mongrels 

who has never learned the way to lead.

Lets praise God 

as we judge those who are not the same,

no worries when we can make up for our sins

this coming Sunday.

Lets preach what we cannot do ourselves

lets play the phony when others are around. 

I am lost for words

which we all know does not happen often.

I have to ask

just this one last thing

how smart does one have to be

to investigate the truth

that everyone around us does not want us to see? 

I guess I will be that one wolf that walks alone

I would rather be confined to my own thoughts

than to take another's thoughts as my own!  

If you do not stand up for something, you will never amount to anything!

All leaders should make sure that they are worthy of being followed!

True inspiration can only be found deep within your own soul. It does not take another person to give you inspiration, you only have to believe in yourself and find your own.

Do not hold someone back just because you do not understand their need to move forward!

Thoughtless thoughts

I still relive thoughts that leave me unsettled,

they are more like obligations that I do not want to fulfill.

Something that you want to leave in the past where it belongs,

but you can really never forget about it completely. 

I still have unanswered questions,

even though the answers are as plain as day 

in unspoken words that have never been voiced.

They are not something that I really care to hear,

but yet they matter in this odd forbidden darkness that I still try to fight away.

How strange the mind can be,

reliving the suffering as it rolls through the misery, willingly.

How fickle the heart can be,

when it ignores the things that your mind is smart enough to see.

A battle between the two strongest origins that you posses,

never in agreement, they both go without rest.

Yes I still have these thoughts and questions

unwillingly I allow them to haunt me in my sleep.

They hit me at the oddest of times,

when things could be no better they are lingering around the corner.

I cannot control them

even thought I hate myself in that moment.

I make myself understand things that can not be understood

life gives us these memories so that we can see where we have come from

and how far we still have to go.

There will always be obligations that we will not want to fulfill,

there will always be thoughts that we wish to be wiped out of our minds

like they have never haunted us in our weakest of times.

The strongest people have battled wars un-won,

just as the weakest have won wars that they have never fought for.

It is times like this that we have to take life in a stride.

The memories of our past is nothing more than a learning lesson

that we have already paid our dues to.

So I will think these thoughts

I will battle them away like they never happened.

I will use my strength in my weakest of moments 

and I will relive my past when it is needed.

But I will walk away as I always have!

You see there is something that I have finally realized,

I am only human in all of my negatives and positives.

I have the right to fight the demons that hide in my closet.

I have the will and strength to let them visit me from time to time.

God promised me this life that I have been given,

he never promised me that the battle of living would be an easy one. 

Reckless

Flesh to flesh
Heartbeat against heartbeat
Controlled desire
Unleashed like wildfires
Destined for the taste of rapture
Through the touch of a heated want

Skin to skin
Minds intertwined
A hint of sweat
As bodies come together
Orgasmic pleasures
Soulfully released

Fingertips to fingertips
Palm to palm
A taste of sugar
Through the lips of uncontrollable lust
Wants turned into needs
Aftermath of recklessness finally finds control