I have weathered the storms,
Came to my crossroads,
Picked my destination,
Just to be lost again.
I have cried a waterfall of tears
Allowed them to dry
Picked myself up off the floor
Just to stumble again.
I have felt my chest cave
My heart pounding uncontrollably
Calmed the beat
Only to feel the pressure building again
I have screamed my insanity
Misunderstanding what is obvious to everyone else.
Finally seeing the light
Just to fade back into the darkness
I have feared life
And sometimes myself
Like a child in the corner
Huddled in wait to be rescued.
Standing alone I join the crowd
For just a moment I feel the presence of another
once again disappear into my own invisibility.
I have lived
And almost died
at the hands of the abusers
Some I still wish revenge upon.
I have searched for my worst enemy.
Wanting to set things straight where life seems so crooked.
I want to ask why life has never seemed settled,
why the sky never seems as bright as it should
I have asked the questions
That I need answered so badly.
I never really understood that my worst enemy,
Looks something like me!
I live in the mind of a manic
Where I want to escape.
Some of us are a little insane
Some of us want what so many takes for granted!
Living in a mind that feels unsettled!
Real life can sometimes bring out the best or worse in people. Writing/reading can help you understand the difference.
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