Failed test

Frighteningly surreal the way
that my heart has fended off
anyone that can hurt me but
yet anyone that also could
fix me.

I am to keep myself hidden
away in this place of perplexed
hiding, this is where no one
can find me.

Cower of a day and hide of a
night,this world no longer one
I want to fight, it is to give
me nothing but spite.

I was put here to be hurt by
another's hand, my life has
shown me I am no more than a
toy for the pleasures of man.

I sit with a cloak covering my
eyes,for now on I will not be
recognized.I have been penalized
for trusting again,once more my
heart to defend!

I will give no more, I will receive
much less,this is what my heart has
come to realize.I have always failed
the test!