I have won even if it is not what I had fought for, for so very long. I have now been made to open my eyes and see the man that really stood before me, only caring for himself it would seem. I cried for a love that was not as it seemed, glad now that I can see. I deserve to be loved completely through, not just the parts he chose to. I am perfect in my own little way, my true love will come to me one day!!