Heaven and hell

She walks into uncertainty ground looking for herself through the stories of her heart. A thousand words cross in front of her eyes a million lines her mind spills. A song bird sings it's sweet melody as she walks the path that she has chosen for her life, a scent of lavender tingles her nostrils in it's sweet perfumed brilliance. Her head down to the ground she watches as the miles grow longer and the tracks of life lead her away from the darkness she has found along the way. Her heart beckons out to feel complete, her life like a beacon looking for a light that seems to always elude her from finding complete serenity. A rainbow can be seen in the horizon and silly little queries play on her mind, is there really a bucket of gold to find? Away from this world is there really somewhere else hiding away more divine? The end of the rainbow she wishes to find! Such confusion can be found in a life so full of hate and war, her mind wanders away again wondering why does there have to be so much pain, does that oil mean so much to us and others that we need to kill? Another's family to cry for their loss of a loved one, this world in which we live in has come undone, more than spilled milk to some! She walks by a park and how sweet to see children playing and running, just enjoying their youth having fun. A fight breaks out and the children scatter because the drug dealers has decided to take over! Childhood laughter now cannot be heard, how absurd! The miles are falling behind her more everyday, the world growing worse by far and she wonders just how much more will happen before life finally comes to an end. Happiness is far and in between and her loved ones are the only ones that can be trusted with her heart by far. A few friends she sees now and again, most have moved on finding a life of their own as she hopes they have found peaceful and loving homes. She takes another step as the pebbles fall to the sides of her feet, this world will never defeat her! She looks to the horizon once again, in her words she spills her pain for the world who reeks down pain always looking for another to blame! Everyone has completely went insane, themselves to blame! Her heart settles down and she finds the protection of her families loving arms once again, she blocks out her pain! She just wants to enjoy the life she has been given but in her mind she knows there is so much more to life than what she can imagine can be found in heaven. It is more evident everyday that there is a heaven and hell, hell in which we live in everyday!Heaven worlds away holding all of the beauty!