Always in the mist

I caught myself staring 

off into space more than

can be counted today.I 

wonder why I fell for the

same tales of yesterday

without a blink of the 

eye.

Months to past twisted

in knots thinking this

time minds could be

made up.How much 

more is to be expected 

when playing within

the heart of who loves

the best.

Tokens of thoughts

never to be misplaced 

when in arguments of

the one who does not

understand anything.

Do this,do that, keep

taking the one way

road through hell.

What will it take to

realize things stay

the same until you

make the change 

that finds your own

dreams instead of

dark lonesomeness 

that you are always 

to find within the 

bottle of sleep.

The ending never to

come,as predicted 

with each other we

are always to run.I

could only hope to 

find my last heartbeat,

for that is the only 

way I could forever

say goodbye to the

one who always 

looks for me to find.