Strenth-less

I am lost once again
upon the words so
easily to spread.I
wonder what holds
a man to what he
feels un-true.

I cry weak tears upon
the pillow that bars
my only comfort.I
know  what has to be
done but your  heart
cries out when I finally
search for test easily
won.

I try to understand
why being stays
where hearts no
longer strays,I am
lost with simple
words of doing
what must be done
within lonesome days.

I feel tormented and
consumed as life has
so easily taught me,
I wonder when courage
finally finds you and
me where we know
life shall only begin.

I give up what neither
wants,I am done until
you decide if life is worth
more than what you
think needs done!

I stayed upon my
lonely life waiting
for the time you say
it is right,no matter
how my heart may
break,there is only
so much I can take.

You are the dreams
come true,the life we
wished is slowly passing
by,you are not the only
one left to cry! My tears
find me where I tread,
your words only tread
deeper when I lay
myself down to bed.

Love me best,love
me true or forever
live your life full
of blues.No amount
of debt hold you
tight,these are only
in the mind of the
un-right.

I am here as always
been,I just wait for
my lover and friend!
I sit where the heart
is,you one day will
get it right.I no longer
have the strength to
fight!