Unpaid debts

I am left to be silent
among the thoughts
that bare many questions
sought to be found
upon the words of
his doubt.

Forces carry him to
pay debts not visible
to the eye,many wonder
why he stands in the
hollow of hell's gate
when all knows what
was meant as his fate.

Eyes tell no lies when
treading on the life he
wishes to seek,why then
is his pardon away from
what he feels is real.

Late night confessions
spare no answers to the
unknown,what is held
over head keeping life
for you one of alone?

Standing where no one
should ever have to stand,
always coming in the
picture when life in
some degree is just okay
enough to stand away
from lost hopes and
dreams bidden away.

Tell me again why I
am to never leave the
mind,then why are
our lives so hard to
find.I cannot take to
much more of the excuses
that lead you away
from what you say
you want one day.

No dept's of the mind
are worth the days
spent alone.No one
can compare,no one
shares the same mind
that only with each
other we spare without
the fear of misunderstanding.

One day maybe you
will stop with your
own games of pain.
Maybe one day will
be to late! I stand where
I have in the dark for
now,someday though
life with finally give
me the strength to
no longer with you
bow.