Monday, May 5, 2014

A peek into "Sinfully Becoming"

You know what Sin?

What would that be “looking him up and down in all of his filth” That you need a nice long shower after such a hard day on the job? Smiling sweetly at him

HA HA, no! I was thinking more along the lines that you do not look like some cold blooded murderer.

Lucky for you then huh? You see the problem with men is this. You all look at woman the same way; we are little frail beings just waiting for their next ass beating. Luckily for me and unfortunately for you, I do not fit into that percentile. But on the other hand if you are nice to me I will consider on being nice to you.

"Will" really had no idea how to reply to that so he done the next best thing and just laughed it off. How about that pizza now murderess?

Muttering under her breath Sparrow said she hoped it was delivered. This was going to be a very long day for sure!

Will led her into a room that looked the size of her apartment; with a lot of work it could be really nice. There were probably ten men seated around what looked like to be a living area. Of course when she walked into the room with Will they all started acting obscene and obnoxious.

O Will done went and got himself a new piece of ass, some young punk started hollering. Hey Will if she bores you can I have a taste of her sweetness? Chuckling under his breath!

Sparrow knew she had to stop this before it even got started or she would have to ruin her plans right here and now without even knowing for a fact that they were the gang that she had been searching for.

Sweetly she asked the boy what his name was

Standing up he circled her and asked who was asking, ladies first I have always been told ya know!

Well it seems to be a weird time to act as if you have any kind of manners, wouldn't you say? But to answer your question my name is Sin.

Whistling the boy said well Sin my name is Tommy and I am here to please baby, here to please.

Sparrow got as close to Tommy as she could like she was a panther stalking her prey. Finger outstretched she motioned for him to come a little closer which he had no problem in obliging her on. As swiftly as she could she grabbed a hold of his throat and lifted him up on his tippy toes.

Nice to meet you Tommy, through clenched teeth she muttered. The only sweetness you will get from me is a bullet “averting her eyes to his crotch and back up to meet his eyes” where I am sure you would rather it not be! Letting him loose with a kiss to his cheek she told him “besides, I don’t find enjoyment playing with boys”.

The room exploded in laughter from the audience that they had acquired with their little ordeal. Will was getting a kick out of Sin but she did not care what he thought about her. Besides if she was going to gain their trust and respect she had to be just as crude as they were.

Will could not refrain from throwing in his two sense “Hey Tommy my man, how did that sugar work out for you?”

Friday, April 25, 2014

Contained

Lost in the mists of my own mind,
relinquishing all rights to find peace.
Nothing turns out how it is planned,
although this to a degree I can understand.

Water falls from the sky,
to the naked eye it is merely raindrops.
Replenishing earth with the beauty
that it had lost in the winter months.
I cannot find that refreshing!
It is nothing more than a barrier!
Trapped in these four walls,
consumed in my own thoughts,
agonizing over what seems impossible and lost.

Looking for what is next,
for none of it will be good.
Locked away from all
that I loved and understood.
The misery of my mind will always follow me,
it is like a losing battle that only I can see.

A thousand wars won,
a thousand more to fight,
peace never finds me for to long of a time.
Walking beside me is a dark silhouette,
watching my every move it takes a million steps back!
I carelessly play in its web,
every time I pull myself back up,
I find myself crawling back into this pit.

It is dark as it looms its face out of my soul,
it laughs as it teasingly dares me to take back all control.
Boldly walking with fist clenched,
anger and frustration feels like lightning leaving my fingertips.  
Blood is boiling at a contained high,
mind is searching like the blind for what lays ahead
but cannot be seen until the step has been taken!

The sun is trying to peak its beauty through the clouds,
for now though it is a losing battle!

Thursday, April 17, 2014

Who's Joining

For any of you beautiful people who will be in Reno this weekend, drop by the Great American Author Expo" there will be many authors there with great book titles and two of my own books will also be there for sale. Hope to see you all bushy tailed and ready to read. There will also be tons of activities to do for all ages. Here is a idea of what will be going on for your enjoyment. 

Tuesday, March 18, 2014

Reflecting Eyes

I am going crazy
falling victim to your love spell.
Anticipation for your touch
has driven me over the edge!
You're in all of my thoughts
with those sweet delicious kisses.
The caress of your lips sends my body aflame,
I want all or nothing but will take what is offered.
As long as it is with you that my mind and body
goes insane as it convulses your name in a whisper
between clenched teeth and trembling flesh.

Talk to me low and slow
you know how it drives me into a recklessness.
Hands entangled in my hair as our lips meet again,
passion in your eyes and I am once again caught up.
I search for that heaven that earth cannot share,
for our greediness for one and another
has taken me off guard and unprepared.
You know every nerve in my body,
like it was your own.
To hell with what I thought was passion,
for I have never known the persistence
of a loving man who pleases me in every way that has ever been needed.

And after our tantalizing night of passion,
once our feet has finally found the ground,
you take me in your arms like it was
the first time we have made love.
I know you do not understand
for that is just the kind of guy that you are,
but it means the world to a girl who has never felt
what a real man has to offer her heart.
And when you lay those beautiful lips upon my body as I sleep,
I want you to know that you are caressing every emotion within me.
None I will take for granted because you are all that I need,
for love has never felt so real
and I have never felt so alive
as what I do when I see my reflection through your eyes!

Worth

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