Fun in the mud

The only twerking we done was twerking our butts out of the mud and side of the rocky hills lol, our poor baby needs a bath

A peek into Sinfully Becoming"

Sparrow was deep in thought when she walked back into the kitchen for a drink, a stiff drink sounded a lot better than the sweet tea that she had made earlier that day. 

Well if it isn’t Miss Sin!

With a yelp Sparrow went for the gun that she had lain on the counter when she had thought all was safe.

What the hell are you doing here Lucas? And more so, how did you get into my house? Breathlessly she couldn’t decide if she should shoot him or be thankful that it was just him. 

Boy o boy for a crusader of the night you sure are jumpy young lady, Lucas giggled.

You may not notice this Lucas, but it is dark out right now and I was trying to sleep until your ass snuck into my house like a bandit of the night.

Once again how did you get into my house?

Aw come on I may be a good guy but I can pick locks Sin, it really is not all that hard! You may want to get a dog though; I could have been breaking in to take advantage of your lovely self.

Well now that we have that covered why are you even in my house? Sparrow felt at ease with him even though he had proven he was not as innocent as she had predicted from the first night.

I heard a nasty rumor a bit ago! Some are saying that a dark haired beauty with a hint of craziness was seen with a bunch of gang members today. I couldn’t help but wonder if that dark haired beauty was you! 

Dumbstruck Sparrow just sat there listening to him like she was scared of admitting it was her. How dare he act like he had a say on where she was or what she was doing. This was going to be a pain in her ass trying to keep him out of her business. She was going to have to think of a way to keep him at bay where he belonged!

Are you really sitting there acting like I am a kid who has been sneaking around in "no no" areas? How dare you even question anything about me! Sparrow could feel her face turning red with every word that she spit out at him.

Whoa girl, chill the hell out! I was concerned for you and your well-being! Listen it isn’t like I can tell you who to hang out with in your spare time but have you ever taken into consideration that maybe just maybe you need to find better friends. By now Lucas was laughing to the point of tears, Sparrow really did not see anything funny at all about a man breaking into her home and then giving her the third degree about her pick of friends. 

Well I hate to break up your fun there Lucas but I think I am going back to bed now. I have tons of bad guys to hang out with in the morning, hmmmmmm you reckon they will be up in the morning or still in a drunken haze? Sparrow sneered with cockiness

All jokes aside Sin, just be careful. You play with fire and you may just get burned!

A peek into "Sinfully Becoming"

With just the little of time spent with the gang Sparrow had realized that Billy was catered to by the other gang members. This was intriguing for the fact that it was obvious who ran the show. Billy seemed to be there but yet he wasn't, almost like he had to be a part of something that he really did not want to be a part of. 

Sparrow had concluded that he was Wills little brother, this could be his reasoning for being somewhere that he really wished he was not. He was so out of place, something just seemed off about his presence. It was Sparrows hopes that she could dig enough to find out what was really going on without getting caught. They had accepted her in their clan to easily. Were they to trusting of her since she was a female or did they know more than what she thought they did? 

After showering Sparrow laid down for bed but sleep was the last thing on her mind. She had allowed one of the guys to walk her home so she could build more trust with the gang but she was worried that she had made a grave mistake in doing so. Looking around the room at the pictures that hung on her walls she remembered once again why she was doing something so stupid and dangerous. A tear trickled down her cheek and with a taste of salt she restlessly fell asleep where the nightmares were always waiting for her on the other side of forbidden rest.

Thank you everyone x

A peek into "Sinfully Becoming"

You know what Sin?

What would that be “looking him up and down in all of his filth” That you need a nice long shower after such a hard day on the job? Smiling sweetly at him

HA HA, no! I was thinking more along the lines that you do not look like some cold blooded murderer.

Lucky for you then huh? You see the problem with men is this. You all look at woman the same way; we are little frail beings just waiting for their next ass beating. Luckily for me and unfortunately for you, I do not fit into that percentile. But on the other hand if you are nice to me I will consider on being nice to you.

"Will" really had no idea how to reply to that so he done the next best thing and just laughed it off. How about that pizza now murderess?

Muttering under her breath Sparrow said she hoped it was delivered. This was going to be a very long day for sure!

Will led her into a room that looked the size of her apartment; with a lot of work it could be really nice. There were probably ten men seated around what looked like to be a living area. Of course when she walked into the room with Will they all started acting obscene and obnoxious.

O Will done went and got himself a new piece of ass, some young punk started hollering. Hey Will if she bores you can I have a taste of her sweetness? Chuckling under his breath!

Sparrow knew she had to stop this before it even got started or she would have to ruin her plans right here and now without even knowing for a fact that they were the gang that she had been searching for.

Sweetly she asked the boy what his name was

Standing up he circled her and asked who was asking, ladies first I have always been told ya know!

Well it seems to be a weird time to act as if you have any kind of manners, wouldn't you say? But to answer your question my name is Sin.

Whistling the boy said well Sin my name is Tommy and I am here to please baby, here to please.

Sparrow got as close to Tommy as she could like she was a panther stalking her prey. Finger outstretched she motioned for him to come a little closer which he had no problem in obliging her on. As swiftly as she could she grabbed a hold of his throat and lifted him up on his tippy toes.

Nice to meet you Tommy, through clenched teeth she muttered. The only sweetness you will get from me is a bullet “averting her eyes to his crotch and back up to meet his eyes” where I am sure you would rather it not be! Letting him loose with a kiss to his cheek she told him “besides, I don’t find enjoyment playing with boys”.

The room exploded in laughter from the audience that they had acquired with their little ordeal. Will was getting a kick out of Sin but she did not care what he thought about her. Besides if she was going to gain their trust and respect she had to be just as crude as they were.

Will could not refrain from throwing in his two sense “Hey Tommy my man, how did that sugar work out for you?”

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Contained

Lost in the mists of my own mind,
relinquishing all rights to find peace.
Nothing turns out how it is planned,
although this to a degree I can understand.

Water falls from the sky,
to the naked eye it is merely raindrops.
Replenishing earth with the beauty
that it had lost in the winter months.
I cannot find that refreshing!
It is nothing more than a barrier!
Trapped in these four walls,
consumed in my own thoughts,
agonizing over what seems impossible and lost.

Looking for what is next,
for none of it will be good.
Locked away from all
that I loved and understood.
The misery of my mind will always follow me,
it is like a losing battle that only I can see.

A thousand wars won,
a thousand more to fight,
peace never finds me for to long of a time.
Walking beside me is a dark silhouette,
watching my every move it takes a million steps back!
I carelessly play in its web,
every time I pull myself back up,
I find myself crawling back into this pit.

It is dark as it looms its face out of my soul,
it laughs as it teasingly dares me to take back all control.
Boldly walking with fist clenched,
anger and frustration feels like lightning leaving my fingertips.  
Blood is boiling at a contained high,
mind is searching like the blind for what lays ahead
but cannot be seen until the step has been taken!

The sun is trying to peak its beauty through the clouds,
for now though it is a losing battle!