See through tears

The power of words can be
written on your heart for
a lifetime, there is no
escaping or erasing the
missed conceptions of
another persons judgment
of something that they have
never lived and could never
understand.

I feel left in the dark
wondering how things could
be changed now that happened
years ago to an innocent
child. Only fault was being
born, only escape is finding
deaths door.

I find that I am holding in
lost memories that I shoved
deep within me,never wanting
to be made to see they are
still there.Always to be apart
of me.My past I have put behind
me,negativity is all that is
there to see.

My heart is see through,my mind
a open shell, my tears always
to find a reason to linger on
and dwell. Falling in droves as
they are leaving their traces
down my cheeks,burning me! I
sometimes feel like I am falling
apart at the seams,my heart skipping
and missing a beat.I lay down
ready for defeat!