I find life to be
sadly irrelevant
to me any longer.
I search for what
can never be found,
I cry for things
that had just never
mattered from beginning
until ending.
I talk to myself
when I really want
to be heard,for I
am the only one who
hears the words that
fall from my lips.
I wake up in a
sweat that leaves
me chilled to the
bone.I am tired
of being alone in
a crowded room
of people who could
never understand
who I am or where
I have come from.
I have tried to
convince myself
that life is not
the hell that I
have been brought
into but I know
within these walls
of my mind that
this is all that
I will ever have
or even find.
I speak from a
successful life of
failures.I find my
A's but yet feel
the grade average
of an F.I look
toward my what
if's.
I wish to be left
alone but yet found
among the driven
and the profound.
A state of confusion
has taken my mind
as its own.Drying
my tears I am left
to now realize no
where feels like
home.
I put together the
pieces as best as
I can.I look for
the tokens that
we all long to
find as we walk
along the roads
of divine,we are
always searching
for our spine.
I look at my face
but it does not yet
belong to me,for I
am lost with the words
that you are now
reading.The only
thing that keeps
me alive is my
fingertips that are
always left to
bleed and hide.
I am a tortured
mind with a soul
left behind to
search her days
with the muddied
waters that now
runs threw her
split veins.
Real life can sometimes bring out the best or worse in people. Writing/reading can help you understand the difference.
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