To late to love me

I felt the flight like I was on angels wings, I had loved you from our very beginning. In our time together I shared all my heart with you, but you had none to spare for me, and that is why I grew apart from you. You took me for granted and hurt me so, nothing I could do would make you really whole.

I gave you chances and I gave you breaks, just trying to make our marriage one that could never break. I pleaded and I cried, walked around with black eyes, telling everyone around me unbelievable lies. Just trying to hide under a happily disguise, wanting no one to hate you, but yet in my heart I had tried.

I wanted it to last never wanting our marriage to end, never believing one day you would no longer sleep in my bed. To tell the truth as hard as it is to say sometimes I miss you even though my love for you has finally and completely faded away. I tried to make it work, not wanting to give our girls reasons to hurt.

I had no more room to bend, no more tears to cry! In the end it was just time to say goodbye!
Tomorrow will be a year since the judge set me free, how sad it is to know that you now love me, the way it should of always been.