I have been the little girl for way to long, let people continue to always do me wrong. To scared or worried about what others say, I hid beneath a cloak to swallow the words I wanted to say. Tired of being treated like nothing, tired of people looking at me like I am the easiest one to punch at. My mouth is opened now and my heart is closed, I am doing what needs to be done to show I also do not deserve to always be the only one to hurt. If this cannot be understood then so be it, sorry I am no longer the one people can mistreat, always to bring down to her knees. The girl that once was, now
once again will be closed off. Caring what is said and done she will not worry anymore of, she will walk her life in the shadows of a fake love. Say what you need, say what you want, I really don't care and I just rather act like you are not there. I have closed off anything of me you can see, give me a week and this to will be. I started one and can start another, starting over is what I have always done. The next link will never be known to the one who thinks I should of kept on being hurt by the devils own! Walk your days blaming me, for what you started that felt so true to me. Call me a liar, call me a bitch, but you know the truth of all of this.
Real life can sometimes bring out the best or worse in people. Writing/reading can help you understand the difference.
Sunday, October 23, 2011
No longer to be on my knees
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