Never to be the same

In his mind I will always stay,
no matter what words you want to
believe! I have it written right
in front of me..

His words of once again searching
for me but this to has to stay in
secret,tired of it!

His mind you will never have,he
told me that could never be, I
never lie I have everything I need
to back up the words I say to thee.

A cold heart I now have,sometimes
I think and know that is bad,but I
have learned from the best and the
old me has left this place full of
deceit.

I once had a heart of gold,loving all
who needed a friend,I was there never
on the defend.My mind screams for the
old me,but he took that with he.