Forgotten I love yous

I still think of you even though
I beg my mind to forget the man
who always seemed to make me blue,
always to be untrue.

I still dream of our dreams that
we spent night after night planning
to fulfill, never to realize you
never had a real heart to feel.

I still cry myself to sleep in
the dead of night, my heart now
bares a hole that you left behind.
My tears never to dry!

I still giggle when I remember
the way you would smile at me,so
easy to see the mischief behind
your eyes,a secret surprise.

My heart still warms when I remember
the I love yous, always so sweet
when coming from you, I wish they
had been true! Because I will always
love you.

I still have my crying fits when I
think of everything you did, the hurt
still lingers in my heart, that I have
tried to turn dark.

A glimmer of light to shine through
every time I remember the fake you.
Wishing I had never meant the one
who had hurt me, the one I can seem
to never forget.