Endless mazes

I sit here and I wonder and wish I knew why
your words were nothing more than broken lies.

I believe that we all have an angel that will
help us along the way, someone to help us find
our way though life's endless mazes.

I trusted and I believed every word that you
had ever told me. I believed we were meant to
be and had to fight our way to finally see.

You told me of your heart and dreams and of
everything she could never give to thee. Here
I sit alone wondering why you were so full of
lies and why your heart was always one under
disguise.

I never would of believed you were only a man
who wanted to use me as you deceived me. I gave
up everything I had worked so hard for, just to be
your whore!

You tell me over and over this is not so, that your
heart was true. How can I believe anything you say
when you sit there letting her pay pay pay,for anything
you wish for? I guess she then would be your money
whore.

Can you talk to her about your dreams and past things?
I know you cannot because with her you can never trust!
You tell me that this is not what you wished, you were
confused until she left!

Can we be honest as we were for so long? Like a country
song, you cannot trust her with your all and to think so
you will only take a heartbreaking fall.

I have learned by your words only that she has only her
heart and family at mind, tell me I am wrong and that
you have never said this much is true, your heart you
will always have to hide from the one who never really
knew you.

Take your steps into the dark, follow her dreams that you
have never wanted. Let her belittle you and your family
because that is really what you dream, things.

Kill the one who knows you through and through, never to
give real thought of your loss. One day you will see, that
I would of been the only one to fulfill your dreams!