Past tremors

Reliving dark memories that
were hidden for so long, my
mind has lost it's will to fight
the terrors off.

I can remember them like it
was yesterday, my mind is to
forever remember what was
lost so long ago.

Night sweats and tremors run
through my body, I am so tired
and weak I cannot even think of
anything else but the fatigue that
I feel.

I find myself looking off into space
not seeing the life around me that
I want to live. I only see my past!The
one I want to forget and put behind
me, why is that all I can see?