Confused heart

Dazed,confused,hurt
left shattered and
bruised!

Depressed,weeping,
hard to see through
the tears that seem
to keep flowing with
my hearts fears.

Lost then found,I am
so tormented and scared
uncertainty I am bound!

Drifting into obliteration,
my mind is suffering with
hesitation.Day and night
I cannot tell apart,my mind
sits in the dark!

Another tear to fall,another
night to sleep alone.I almost
grab for my phone,I need to
hear his voice on the other
end.

Nerves are strung out,chest
could burst with all of my
doubts!I try to sleep now,
wishing I knew what life is
really about!

I love him with all of my
being and I just wish he could
see my heart and mind is only
for him to read!