Forgotten memories trap my
inability to move on,as I
walk this treacherous road
of my own self blaming.
I have hidden myself for all
to see left in the dark with
no one to hear me.I am silenced
as my heart cries out for so
many lost tears of yesterday.
No one can bring you back now,
this heart that has learned to
be made of black steel is cold
as a winters storm,I mourn!
I torture my own heart remembering
you in the dreams I so frequently
relive.No sleep once again for me!
My tears now pour freely as you're
love I thought was what I really
needed,I was blind by you're deceit.
I have moved on in this life of
cat and mouse but sometimes my
mind wanders backwards not seeing
the front lines that I wish I
could cross.I wish I could leave
you behind never to find you
again in my words of pain.
Sometimes your memory haunts me!
I wake up to see what is real that
lays right in front of me,I am free
when I am not living in your memory.
Real life can sometimes bring out the best or worse in people. Writing/reading can help you understand the difference.
Saturday, May 5, 2012
Lost in your memory
Subscribe to:
Post Comments (Atom)
Worth
Self worth… thats a hard one to talk about. Why? Why is hard to talk about? What is even harder is the fact that so many people are searchi...
-
Thank you note I want to thank my girls for having to deal with me all the time writing and searching for our new life, I know you girls d...
-
The book drive has come to an end! Thank you to everyone who had a part in the success of the book drive for our soldiers. I received books...
-
The first step is always the hardest, life gives us so many lessons to be learned even when we are not paying attention to what is right in...
No comments:
Post a Comment