At this point there is not anything holding me here in this place of dread and heartache any longer. I sit here and wait for the unknown to happen day in and day out. I hear the same words being spoken as I have heard for so long now. I let myself be hurt over and over being told that I am special and the choice was one that was not wanted, but yet here I sit in a darkened room waiting for the unknown as I have done for so long now.
I play our songs and remember all the storys and dreams we could trust with know one else over in my head everyday. I am told the battle is not over yet that one day things will be as it should of been, but yet I sit here waiting for the unknown all alone.
I sit here wondering what is holding us back from being what we have always meant to be, and why is it I have heard so many times it has to be this way for now. My mind cannot handle the same old reasoning over and over again. Do you realize at all of my pain that I am to suffer as I sit here and wait for the unknown?
Why are two people made to live apart when it is apparent they share the same heart, dream the same dreams and could be no more alike? Once again I am to sit here waiting for the unknown...
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