The wait

Why do I waste my time?
Talking to you can make
me lose my mind! You leave
me with tears in my eyes! I am
sure to you this leaves you
with no surprise.

Why do I pour my heart out
to you? Why do you always
say we are true? Why do you
leave me this way? Am I just
a heart to be played?

Why do I waste my time with
you? Don't you realize this is
not what a heart conceives to
be true? What makes me stay?
With you my mind always strays.

When will this heartache go away?
When will you mutter the words
that bring me joy? How much more
can I take? How much more of my
heart can you break?

When will you see, that I am all that
you say you need? What makes you
shy away? Why do we have to wait
for another day? What is it you need
from me to stay?

How can you say I am all and more
that you need? When you are not here
with me! How much longer can we wait?
How much longer will we test fate?

Our lives are not ones to be counted on,
one day one will leave the other, just for
you to regret what was never...