Life changes

The sparkle in your eyes
making the blue look like
the color of the sea, matching
the shirt in which I still wear
as I sleep.

The grin that would always
light up when I was around,
bringing my tears into such
happily frowns to have you
near.

The talks we shared never
speaking a word, just the
two of us across the room
a thousand words to be said.

Stories of our lives that never
seemed to be happy, telling
each other together that would
change.

The dance that we shared, never
had we felt like this before..never
had we known such a truer love,
that is what we both had said.

Hiding glances to one and another
inside giggles never to be heard, by
another.

Talks of smiles we have to put up,
just to make everyone else around
think we are alright, never letting
them know our lives were not what
we wanted..only together could that
be.

We sit in a darkened room now,drinking
away all of our tears, drunken nights and
sad songs plays in our ears.We do anything
we can to rest knowing this life is not our
plans and dreams.

Put up a fake smiles and walk through
the day, I hate these games we are made
to play.Two hearts that are meant to be
but we have to live a life that is not what
we dreamed.

We let people tell us how to live, we let
people destroy the best part of us that
we ever could give. Our hearts will never
be the same as long as we let others give
us their guilt trips making us feel like our
love was one to blame.

The day will come and we will have all of
our dreams, what a pitty it will be if it is
not between you and me.