Trusting heart

I trusted you..
I believed in you...
I loved you...

I believed you when
you said we would
always be true..
I never would of
believed that hurting
me would give you
an everlasting fuel....

I took you by your
word when you would
say I was your world...
If so why do you enjoy
it so much to see my
heart in so much turmoil?

I told you all of my dreams,
the good ones and all of
those that still make my heart
scream..

I trusted you to always be
what you seemed, not to turn
into a man who is heartless at
times it seems....

We made life plans, you had
promised me you would never
treat me as other men had..
Why does it seem then that
my heart has never been so
sad?

I cry until my eyes hurt, but
never to feel as bad as my
heart when you act like we
never were, now that we are
apart...

You say we will be together..
You say you still love me..
But by the time you decide
to come back to me, you will
be just another saddened
memory...

My heart breaks for the man
I thought I knew, My heart
breaks for the love that was
so easy for you to turn lose..

I want back my forever love..
I want back my very bestfriend..
I want what could of and should
of been...

Not a day goes by that I don't
think of you..

Not a day goes by that I wish
all of your lies had been true..