Concealed

I have finally revealed all the hurt I had tried to conceal.
For so long I went through my days with no color in my
life, only black and white could be seen through my eyes.

I never thought my days would be of looking back at what
has been lost, so very much I just want to forget. I say the
same things over and over again, always reliving this pain.

I gave you your time, waiting for the day you would finally
be mine. I cry myself to sleep everynight wondering why you
went to her, was the two in love with you not all you needed.

Heartbreak, what a mistake to listen to the words you had to
say. Don't tell me your dreams of me, turned out they were
just another part of a joke to be played on me, lies of misery.

Love sick, why would you find glory in all of this? My heart to
keep falling for all of your tricks. How could you hurt the person
you said you had been waiting for all of your lifetime?

Numerous things I think about throughout my days. My heart
was only being played like a losing battle piece in a game of
chess, how I wish I had the courage to split open my chest.

Never will I hurt you, only do I want to treat you the way you
have never been, giving you my love and always being your
bestfrind. Just one of your lines turned out to be another lie.

Over and over I play these things in my mind, why did your
actions not match your lies? I replay the words you had to
say and wonder what with her you couldn't find with me.

I wonder what will happen to her when she realizes we are
all your little whores. My heart cannot take no more, living in
the thought of her being your perfect little girl, tears to pour.

I tried to walk away, never did I want to deceive you in anyway.
But what you had done was more than just wrong, never could
I of imagined you and me in a dark lonely hole.

So now has come the time when I will finally walk away, even
though my broken heart still has so much to say. My tears still
fall from my eyes, my heart I should of denied.

Your other secrets I will keep safe, until the time is right and
you are feeling relief of the words that no longer spill from me.
Like my heart you will see, you will never really feel relief.