Shattered glass

Why do I sit here so hurt and gloom? My life shattered as it wilts like a summer rose pedal bloom. I try to forget all that was said, I find warmth to comfort me in my lonesome bed. Up through the night waiting for your talk, telling me you dreamed of us still but I had to wait for it all. Days to be spent thinking of you, and why is it your words had yet not come true.

We laughed and we cried, and I sat here listening to all of your lies. I stuck by you even when you told me you had found someone new. I guess you couldn't wait for me to make all of our dreams come true. We promised it would be only for us, and I believed no one could compare to our lust. This is what has stayed in my head, this is why I still have shattered glass lodged in my hand.

I listen to our songs, the two that we loved telling us one day we would be with the one we have always dreamt of. I still feel your hands as they graze me tenderly, believing you really loved me.I guess I was just to far away, as you would then only hide and tuck me away. My heart is breaking for the stupid things that I had done, only wanting to see you and those baby blues.

You will never feel a love so true, not from her or the one who sits at home waiting for you. I done all that you asked, I showed you a love that you said you have never had. My heart breaks for the dreams and promises that were made, sitting here now wondering why I had been so lovingly amazed. What made you do this to me, why look for the girl who had already been hurt tremendously.

I sit here and wonder when the pain will ever end, I know the answer but it is to hard for me to comprehend. Not so far off just another day, I will be out of my life's misery. I will never have my answers, I will never know why you said all that you had, because you kept saying one day you would tell me when you had our lives figured out.

You have crushed me, you have used me, a heart that at one time had been so lovingly. Now as black as hell's everglades, You have already sent my soul ahead of me.

I would have rathered been beaten and raped, anything would have been better than this heartache. I hope it was all worth it, I hope you find all that you need with your new girlfriend. In the end as bad as I hurt my heart still misses it's best friend, now wondering of the soul mates we always believed in. I am done, I am through, my last heartache ends with you.