Made a decision, this life
no longer was worth living.
Took a few things, drank
a lot of booze, so confused.
Listening to music, kind of
amused at my life of abuse.
Sent here just to be tormented,
no wonder I don't want to be in it.
Passed out, thought finally I can
be done and out, for sure this time
with no doubt.
Once again not even in that could
I win, the devil won't even be my
friend.
Woke up feeling like hell, still here
I am against my will.
Went through my day like nothing
happened, feeling more discouraged
than ever.
Guess I will take it for another day,
until the time I can win this game of
pain.
Real life can sometimes bring out the best or worse in people. Writing/reading can help you understand the difference.
Saturday, October 15, 2011
Losing battles
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