No one wins the blaming game

One time you were my best friend
telling you anything, we shared a
bound no other will ever take, not
even you can deny that.

I can still not understand how we
done that, reading each others minds
so easily like that. I listen to our
song of a love and best friends,
feeling you still as I always have.



Tell me a secret and I will tell you mine,
sometimes it would leave us both to cry.
Other times we would laugh all night, that
is when everything seemed to fit just right.

I remember the first kiss in the dead of night,
how my body had never felt so right. The very
first I love you this time coming from you.

I have my plans down to a tee, I am ready to
live our dreams. It seems so wrong to go ahead
doing something that you had wanted for so long.
A dream is only a dream, a reaility is what I need.

I will miss you with all my heart, and some days I
know I will feel left in the dark. I know it has been
hard on all around, but for you to love more than
one is not aloud.

I hope you will remember the good we had and
not only the awful bad. I wish I knew why you said
we were fate, I wish I knew why you were to scared
to escape.

These are the things I wanted answered, these are
the things that could of made for a better fate. You
said to love me would never go away, you said that
no one could take.

Best friends we were always to be, Hottie why could
you just not of answered me? All are losers in this game
that was played, I am not the only one to blame. You
told me I was all you ever dreamed for, then why has
it taken you so long to walk through my door?

I cannot count how many times you said you loved me,
I cannot count how many times you said we were meant
to be. I cannot count how many tears I have cried, waiting
for you knowing that everything was not lies.