A restart of life

I woke up this morning to something new,
I have not cried a single tear for you. The
sun looked brighter than it has in a long
time, I sang our song and still yet no tears
shined from my eyes.

I don't know what changed just over night,
a new meaning to life just hit me from out
of sight. Walking through the day a smile on
my face, it almost felt silly and out of place.

I have wondered as the day went by, why all
of the sudden my heart is ready to say bye. It
almost feels unreal, I thought you would always
be the only one I would love and want to feel.

It almost brings tears to my eyes, knowing I had
wasted so much of my time. I love you as I always
will, but my heart needs and wants something real.
One day you will wake up and see, you are the one
next... who will be missing me.

I am going to take it one day at a time, my dreams
will be new and they will only be mine. So don't worry
anymore of me, I am restarting my life and am going
to live my dreams. P.S remember ILU and friends we
will always be.