Sunday, October 30, 2011

Sleepless nights,endless days

Miserable and alone, no where to turn.
So much to think about,wondering where
truly is my home.

Tired and beat,stressed out ready for
defeat. Wondering what really matters
now to me.

Tortured by thoughts and memories,not
understanding anything.Waiting for the
one who can change everything.

Broken heart strings,unseen to so many.
A smile to touch my face for just a minute,
until I think of all the times my love was
and efforts were dismissed.

My mind to run out of control,I tried for
so long to do as I was told.My heart to beat
at a different pace,waiting for the second
it finally shuts down from all of its breaks.

Sleeping my days away, nights of drinking
to hide all of my pain, waiting for sleep
to overtake me again.Still waiting to see
what the future has to bring.

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