Painful memories

Sitting there listening to songs of heartache,
so badly wanting so much more,but to always be
living in the past being reminded of tormented
mistakes.

Living in fear to be truly loved,worrying once
again that your mind and heart will be hurt and
never to be understood.

A man to sit alone in a full room,wanting to be
found in such a world full of gloom.As perfect as
he is,he still thinks he deserves nothing more than
the pain he always feels knocking at his door.

Always to put his dreams on hold,never to realize
one day he to will grow old.Never to give himself
the love he deserves,always feeling like his heart
and life should stay on reserve,to always worry about
everyone else as his life sits on a shelf.

Another bottle to be opened up,another song of long
ago to be played,his heart in so much misery.To scared
to take the first step,so worried his life once again
will be one to forget.

One and the same they seem to be,both feeling like life
set out to give them nothing more than miseries.A life
to be found with a true love,the one who will understand
the feelings that haunts each others hearts.The dreams
that for so long have been set in the dark,their hearts
never to part.