Your words, my life

Dear lord tell me where I
shall be, my heart has for
so long lingered in misery.

You tell us to pray for better
things, hearts to love you for
always.

My life has not been one of
your happily writtings, no
matter what I do it seems.

I can do no right, I can do no
wrong, confused it seems when
hearing your loving songs.

I pray a million things! of my heart
and soul, what means the most to
me, You cannot see!

To be a hypocrite is not me, to
walk through your doors would
be a fake, that step I cannot make.

I believe in the words you write
I believe my heart with you would
always be right.

My heart cries out for the unseen,
a man I have forever held in my
dreams.

Give me this one thing, that I will
always breath, then maybe your
book is one I will forever believe.