The dark part of me

I will fight you to the quick
and bone, I will fight until
I find myself all alone as I
have always been.

I will find myself and who I
really am, not needing anyone
else to guild me by my hand.

I can see dark and I can see
light, my words do not always
tell you the whole story that
I try to hide.

I have my own insight of what
life should be, sometimes even
my own words can frighten me and
chase me back into hiding.

I need my time to be alone, I need
something to call my own,no sharing,
no caring,just me in the dark writing
words that even I will never again
read. This is just one part of me!