A unforgettable life

A splendid boy no more than two or three, running up a hill in hopes to climb that leering tree. So full of life as the years go by, nothing could harm him or darken his eyes. Serous quest he was going to make one day, take his clothes in his hankie he was grown and knew what he needed. To get away from everything and the hill awaited, only to decide maybe today he was not grown up enough and he would have to wait for another day. The light of his life a brother who could always make everything alright, a baby sister soon to be dressed up lovingly. Poems wrote so beautifully, only now to hide for no one to see.

Funny days and crazy nights, blankets set afire to scared to wake the other, only to laugh about it in the morning. Fights that seem so silly now, so many lives to change in the heartbeat of one sad minute. Life to be held in the balance of grief changing the beautiful boy that was once so sweet. Years of sadness and pain, no one to blame but the god who had taking his brother and best friend.A trucker was not his dream, it belonged to another but this kept him close to him. A piece of his heart to be torn, only to leave three fourths.

Years go slowly by, tears to always leave his eyes. Never to feel whole again, just living a sad lonely life. A girl to make it seem alright, the one he would dream of having one day every night. Life to be so full again, this girl was the one who took all of his pain away. Once again to be hurt, just another part of his heart to be cut. A family now to bring him joy, a loving father who had two of his own sweet boys, now his very own little girl, his image to be bestowed. Once again another heartache to feel, once again another part of his heart to never feel.

His soul mate he seen one day, felt the power her nearness gave. Hearts to pace, clearly written on both of their faces. Never to know her name, never to see her again. A soul mate to meet when both lives were completed, souls to drift away from each other waiting for the day they are once again infused with each other.

Another love to take him away, but never really feeling loved the way that he needed. Never really feeling like he was seen, in a full room of people but alone he always seemed. A true love to find again only now to feel more pain. One of a kind they would always say, to feel each other always even though they were so far away. To heaven and back in the wooden chair they sat. Never had that been felt, with each other their bodies had melted. In the end life had once again played a down spiraling fall. Once again his heart is to cry for all that has been lost.

I know him through and through, his heart I can feel when it is blue. His mind I can read as he is right now thinking of all of these things. A man to be placed on earth to feel so much pain, the once happy days seem so far away.Wondering to himself what more could he have done, to have a life that was more than this, his dreams to always be dismissed. He always feels like he has to give himself up to please everyone else. I know him through and through, I still feel him too.