Obedient anticipation

Prolonged pain suffers
at the hands of the given.
Steps backwards prove
the ending is soon to
come from within.

Strokes of ease help
erase mindful traces
of hate and departure
upon past memories
of long ago follies.

Tormented stares
show meanings to
all. Bound to hide
behind see through
cloth for eternity.

Tremors shudder
hands of faith lost
against timeless fate.
Obedient heart stills
under pressure when
faced with thrill.

Finds strength to
force fears aside,
forever to live with
decisions decided.
Abide by wishes
not agreed upon,
grateful that time
has finally found
my palm.

Traces of brief
light returns in
sweet harmony,
weary enough to
ignore maybe.
Smile reaches
shivering lip in
anticipation of
what if.

Prolonged pain
suffers only at
the hands of the
allowed.Backward
steps prove goodbye
is soon to come
in the tears of a
quivering smile.

Successfully lost

Success finds me
slowly as I take
time out to find
my soul lost upon
the horizon.

Like Apollo I am
smitten for what
my heart desires
and no one else.
I wait out the
hourglass as the
sand slowly trickles
by making way for
new life to quietly
be replenished.

I take a bow as
now it can no
longer be denied,
my life belongs
to the one who
carries my other
side.

My missing beats
find me where they
have always been
lost.A doorway
opens my mind
with endearing
thoughts of what
I know is to
always follow.

Meet me where dreams come true

Meet me where the stars
fall upon the ground in
a shattering of blissful
energy,an earth-quaking
of life felt against the
force of the invisible
bodies of soul bound
lovers.

Meet me where the moon
tells us the story of
life where treasures
are to be found among
the living creatures
that sing their song
of grace and perfections
of the night.

Meet me where the sun
finds its way back
into the sky after it
has slept its weariness
away from the days
before,shining through
the branches of the
trees its heat can be
felt blissfully upon
our bodies.

Meet me where the ocean
sprays salt to our faces
to cover the tears of
loneliness that controls
the unknowns of tomorrow.
Crashing waves can be
heard hitting the rocks
of long ago creations of
God,beholding our spirits
for just a second telling
us where in life we belong.

Meet me where dreams
can always come true,
meet me in the arms
of you.Melt my body
to perfection in the
sound of your voice
and eagerness.

Meet me where love is
never missed,a kiss
to my lips to prove
this.On trembling
knees I beg,meet me
where the beginning
one day will end.

Soulful lies

In the fraction of
just a moment lives
change and become
nothing more but
lost treasures never
to be found again.

The sun still rises
finding dawn once
again,cars still
drive by as if the
world still goes on
like it has always
done.

You drawl in air and
feel it fill your
lungs and you know
that you live but
lost is the feeling
of life as it once
was and should of
always been.

The moon finds me
lost in my moments
of failures and
takes me to a place
that I forever want
to leave,but yet I
am made to still
gulp in the air that
I wish would leave
me be in peace.

I taste the salt that
finds my lips with the
tears that I have held
in through the day.I have
once again found the
goal that I always give
myself in the mornings,
smile,laugh,push the
sparkle into my eyes,
spare my soul and lie.

Burnt bridges

Walking the shadow of
misunderstanding's
alone I suffer a
million words of
hopeless tomorrows.

I find I am lost
in between a dark
shadow of tormented
feelings and knowing
what I really need.

I cannot love and
be lost at the very
same time.I can burn
the bridges and sweep
away the ash but yet
I am always willing
to take the long way
and make the climb
that will get me to
the other side.

Heart flutters at
the mere thought of
such passion and truth
that at one time I
found,I look down at
shuffling feet and
wish to make the step
that may be the death
of me.

I twirl the ring on
my finger with restless
thoughts of lost.I twirl
it around and around
wondering is this my
final stop.Do I leap
or do I or give it back
to he?

Convinced I am doing
what needs to be done
my stomach knots up
telling me to run.
Steadfast are my feet,
my shuffle is one only
I can see!

My heart does not any
longer belong to me,it
has not for what seems
like an eternity.Why
do I keep a ring upon
my finger when I know
I wish it to belong to
another?

Burn the bridge and
move forward,keeping
rope beside me for one
day I will find the
strength to make the
climb that all knows
only belongs to me!

Mythical men

Two men,different sides
of the world,one fights
with his words the other
with his sword.

A grievance has taken
them both to the other
side,one in his mind
the other in the dark.

Lay down laws of what
is to be believed,one
God or many! In both
minds the other is
right but yet so wrong
they both are.

Find peace in the hero
they are perceived to
be,find sanctum where
many just wish to find
themselves in relief.

Swords in battle to
make a name,find glory
with the insane but
yet remembered for all
that he done,laying down
bodies in severe pain
and doom.

Another uses his words
to get through to the
ears of all,believes in
his God when many believe
there are many.

Lay down his life,give his
freedom for the beliefs
that we easily can live
in.Another not finding
peace until the very end.

Both are hero's in their
own right but yet I treasure
the one from the other
side who stood up and
found glory in his words
never to drawl blood from
those who refused to be
heard.

The stories of the myths
run along my mind,I look
into my own mirror and
look for my own words of
peace.I find the swords
may be easier than the
words that sometimes
are lost to me.

Made up falsities

I am giving up,Laying my
life upon the ground.No
use peering at un-won
battles that were never
worth the fight of my
mind leaving me to always
be unsound as I remember
and look around through
the back door they are
always to be found.

You think you see and
know the story well
but the slumbering
truth from alls mind
shall always dwell
unseen among the earths
floor of misery that you
see as unpure along
the lines of the canvas
that within bleeds the
truth that will never
be seen by such a cold
entity worth nothing.

You walk the dream that
you deserve to see and
feel what hides beneath,
it takes heart,it takes
soul,understanding those
that you think you are
in control.You breathe
the breath of worthier
than another among the
streets that you walk,
you will be one of the
forgotten for in your
mind there is no other.

I will forfeit this life
that I have lived with
open arms and memories
of what once was so easily
given.I am one with the
past and inclined to throw
away the future ridding
all that may walk my way,
I am just a stray that
leaves her mark upon the
back of falsities.

Freedom gate

I am a forgotten
song that is only
remembered when
my bleeding words
come to light once
again.

I am a lost shadow
that hides on the
walls of a wanting
reflection that can
only be seen from
afar in the reality
of my own hidden
minds grief and
sorrow.

I trek through life
asking for questions
to be answered that
only I wonder about.
I disguise my feelings
of loneliness in a
smile of awkward
happiness that only
I know to be true.

Only I know if my words
are hidden miseries or
just a muse to be taken
lightly among the lines
that they are written.
Only I can tell the
difference between me
and myself,I throw my
words in a book on the
shelf!

I am the shadow of my
reflection,I steadily
walk in the direction
of obstacles seeing
when fate will take the
place of my many mistakes.
I long for answers,in
their place stands my
freedom gate!

Rain drops on my roof

I feel the warmth of the sun
on my cheek as it shines its
perfection down on me.A rainbow
to the side,what a beauty the
rain can always un-hide.

Perfectly content as I sit with
a coffee cup in my hand,watching
as the sun is peaking in and out
of the clouds that can still be
found,with all of its might it
dries the earth with sunlight!

The sun has now taken all control,
the rain drops that were damping
the earth has evaporated into the
soil.Coffee cup in hand I walk into
the house,the rain starts once again,
this time I lay down on my bed to
enjoy its pounding sounds hitting my
roof.

I drift off into a peaceful sleep,even
the rain drops I guess can bring us
a perfect beauty!

Night sounds

The nights wonders all around,
where a beautiful moon is to be
found.

Crickets sing into the night,an
owl can be heard from the trees
height.

Deer settle down for the night,
making a bed in the brush to hide.

A snort can be heard in the dark,
a loner deer in search of his lover.

A peaceful calm takes hold of me,
loving the feel of the nights air
and the sounds that can only be
found right here.

Winters rain

Rain falls, whispering breeze
solitude to bring you to your
knees.

Freshness in the air, beauty
in the night sky. A winters
night I spy.

Snow flakes to hit the ground
trees heavy with ice, bitter
sweet memories.

The cold wakes the nerves back
up in your body, a life now it
seems that cannot be denied.

A smile tickles the side of
my mouth, remembering what
life is really about.

Totally free

In silence they walk, reaching the
hill climbing to the top.

An Eagle is over head, swirling in
the sky as free as only this magnificent
bird can find.

A fawn sets out to play, its mother is
watching the opening of the woods to
keep her safe.

Squirrels are running back and forth,
just barely can you see them in the
carpet of wild flowers softly blowing
with the wind.

The sound of a stream can be heard,
imagining the fish that must be there
swimming in herds.

A calmness comes over the two people
as they walk back down the hill, finding
for just a moment the way it must be to
truly feel free.

Sandy shores

White sandy shores, tickling my toes with it's grain. Seagulls flying over head looking for it's next meal to take. Water rushing in with the tide hitting my legs, it is cool and mild. The smell of salt lingering in the air, giving me total glee to feel such peace. Watching children learn their first swim, building castles with sand. Seashells scattered all around, looking for the ones that makes beautiful watery sounds. All kinds of magical colors can be seen now, as the sun falls on the oceans tide mirroring itself. Couples walking hand in hand as they tickle their toes in the sand, loving chatters to one another as they watch the waters flow back out again.

Midnight whispering moon

Midnight whispering moon hesitant to darken the sky with its brilliant colors and stars that over shadow the earth at the peak of nightfall. Twinkling stars waiting for their turn to brighten the sky in anticipation for wishes to be made upon them. Night owls fluffing out their wings giving us a song letting us know they are now awake. Sleeping peacefully in our lovers arms as the moon whispers its safe keep until the day breaks light.

Midnight whispering moon hesitant to go away, now watching as the sun makes its way to brighten the sky with a new day. The moon has now left the sun to do its work as the owl sleeps and the songs of love hums from the birds are heard. Waking to the sun that shines through the window panes, still wrapped in our lovers arms that through the night had kept us safe.

Fallen leaves

I love the fall and all
that it brings, feeling
on my face it's gentle
breeze. Walking in the
forest inclined to my own
thoughts. Hearing the
leaves crackle under my feet,
out of the corner of my eye
catching a glimpse of a deer
as it jumps across a fallen
tree. Hearing the birds as they
sing a beautiful song, seeing all
the colors the trees have become
proving once more it is fall..

Natures Greatness

A rose petal opens to perfection,
as a bird sings in beautiful harmony.

A fawn is playfully strutting along as
his mother calls for him to follow.

A breeze is swiftly blowing your hair,
as you can hear the leaves softly flowing.

A baby is born and you can hear her first
cry,as she looks for the first time into
her mothers loving eyes.

A rainbow is left behind after the thrusting
of rain,leaving the air with the smell of being
freshly cleaned.

You can hear the waters rushing to shore from
the ocean,as you lean back in the sand you think
to yourself how can you ask for anything more!

Rivers peace

She sits just beyond the river bank listening to the waters
as they break from shore, she is mesmerized by the sweet
comfort she feels just by being so close to the water.

She leans back on her hands feeling the breeze as it
softly tickles her hair against her neck and flutter across
her body, almost as if it is whispering endearments to her
as she rests by the shore.

She watches as the fish jump in and out of the water in
amazement at how easily it seems for them to fight and win
the battle of the currents that seem to try and hold them
back from finding the destination that they seek.

She is spellbound as she watches a beaver cutting down
twigs and swimming down river in hopes of building his home
again that the river has taken away, she giggles as she sees
him paddling his way back and forth with no worries of her by
the shore.

The birds are singing softly to their babies as she feeds her
young and teaches them how to take flight into the sky, knowing
this could be none other then goodbye. She puts her hands beneath
her head looking into the sky looking at the clouds that seem to
be making pictures only for her eyes. She drifts away into a peaceful
sleep,and the last thing she hears is the rivers everlasting peace.